[Life] running

This afternoon I run a lot. It lasted more than one hour.
In most of the time, I run after another runner.

During the course I once wanted to give up. But I asked myself whether recently I insisted on doing something and completed it. "No!" I talked to myself. Thus today is the right time to change the situation. I want to finished the course. It means I will stop until the runner before me stops. Sometimes my shoulder pains me. Sometimes my stomach hurts me. Sometimes I want to give up. But my legs continue steadily. The images in my mind change rapidly. Sometimes I feel pretty well and pride.

Finally the runner who guided me stopped. She turned around and stared at me for a while. I thought she was annoyed. I could not think too much. I just run another half round and stopped. There rises a novel feeling, a feeling of comfort, a feeling a accomplishment, a feeling of release or a feeling of pride.

I further relaxed myself and exercised my upbody. In the tranquity I felt being in debt to that runner who guided me. It is a valuable lesson. If I run together or after another people with fun, I can easily run a lot and finish it with ease. On the contrary I will run hard and run much less if I run alone, even though I make a strong decision to run as much as possible.